Hello all,
I'm currently writing this in the throws of dispair and I've reached a new low in my pursuit of GMAT excellence. I have, within the last few hours, finished my second attempt at the Graduate Management Assessment Test. At this time, I am truly at a loss and am unable to make sense or logically put together what transpired during my second exam. I feel like a failure, having let myself down, and as important to me, let those supporting me throughout this process down.
My first exam was taken a month ago. I had completed the MGMAT course a month prior. I completed all the associated homework, I was doing practice problems nightly. I studied on average 3-4 hours per night. I made notecards for areas that I was really weak in. I studied what my OG Archer indicated were my weaknesses. I even hired my MGMAT teacher as a private tutor for an hour per week until the day of my test. Come test day, I felt prepared, anxious but prepared. I knew there were areas that I was weaker in than others, but I knew that I could take the exam and have an expectation to my exam. My practice scores indicated that I should score in the mid-600's. I took the test.
610, 40Q, 35V, 6.0AWA 6.0IR
I was nevertheless disappointed. I knew I could accomplish more. I shouldn't have taken as long on some quant questions as I did. I knew I could do better.
I registered again. I began studying for this next exam 8 hours a day. I studied my quant knowing that this area was my primary weakness. I studied verbal and the associated weakness areas that I knew I needed to focus on. I studied harder than I have studied in a long, long time. I continued with my tutor for another 11 hours of private tutoring. I took it today. I thought it was going well. Apparently my assumption was very, very wrong. My preparation failed me.
550, the rest doesn't even matter.
I look at myself, and I feel like I've failed. How can all of my preparation go to waste. How can I drop down so poorly? I just don't know.
I'm determined to get better and I want to get better. I'm just going to take a break now. Need to refocus, re-evaluate and see what I can do. I've just never have felt so low from a test.
Good luck to you all on your pursuit.